Poetry

 
Singing the Song of Sweet Pain
 

Singing the song of sweet pain
Hatching fears within my brain
Singing silent tears in my heart
Tears of joyful anticipation
Joyful anticipation
Of realization

Feeling the desire
And the desire is recognition
Recognition of a pain 
That runs thru us all
Deep down deep
Where the 
Wild things roam
In our secret home within

The definition of love
Defined 8 billion different ways
Angelic chorus 
In the process of 
Harmonization
Tuning 8 billion minds
To a concept of self
That is divine

Drifting thru time
One frame at a time
One frame clicking in a line
And history is that line

Living in the pain of compassion
Growing with the concept
Of moral action, noble reaction
To the circumstances
That confront us in our passage
Down the clicking line

What is the nature of remorse
Do we regret in humility
Or do we gloat secretly
Living on in the secret infamy
Of our distrusting ego

Loving is such a difficult thing to do
Feeling is such an involving
Thing to do
When we realize
Only we can
Truly accept ourselves
The realization of self
Is a scream that gradually
Finds its way to the silence
Only then will reality
Meekly reveal all it’s splendor
When we have learned
We are part of something way bigger
 

Listening to a universe
Watching us
Waiting for us to realize
We’re here
And we’re a part of what here is

Flaming fire burning bright
Burning in my heart tonight
Daring me to be real
Daring me to feel
The full scope of my compassion
Loving in the action of being
Not Fearing
Ourselves in silence
Locked in our dungeons of ignorance
fighting, struggling with ourselves
Striving to give in 
Without giving up
Pushing conscience up 
Out of the darkness
The dark lonely
Sleep of matter

The joy when we arrive
Sings in my future heart
Calling me towards a different
Future 
Than I can imagine at this time

Watching hoping loving
The pain of growth
All around me
All inside of me

Every time it hurts the more
Every time I open the door
A little further
Risking chance
For a bigger glance
Within

I build a stairway to the sky
I feel a little more alive
In gravity, the weight bearing me
Deeper into my realization of self

I am not what I appear to be
Im more what I fear to be
Loving without fear
Releasing a compassionate tear
And the tears are my joy
Singing the song of sweet pain
Dissolving the fear in my brain
Releasing my tears
Like loving rain
Dreaming the chance again
To be free.

But Freedom 
Does not come without change
Singing the Song of Sweet Pain

 


 





Poems:

1st spell
2nd spell
my lord
learning to fly
shoebox man
warrior
alpha omega
dreamer
evolution
3rd spell
into the breach
circle of life
conflict
the cynic
emotion
give me
the heart
feeling mortality
santos
 
 

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