conflict
10.14.96

who are you
why do you
bring strife
into my life

a mindless frustration
an addictive anticipation
and i seek you
like a moth to the flame

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who are you
what do you teach me
what do you beseech me
to see

because
only in the proving
of two points
can an issue be

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is it my will
or your way
whay do you resist me
what are you trying
to say

your silence
eludes me confuses me
and i am undone
in the face
of something
i cannot see
cannot fathom
who could this be

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wakes me
from my slumber
bids me remember
my flexibility

lose the rigidity
in what i desire
lose the expectation
of what my reality
should look like
feel like
say to me

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booms in my ear
its only fear
that stands in my way
of stepping forward
into each moment
i fear

an illusion
far too near
my heart
makes me part
my path
thinking
i am undone
and i am
that
i am
in my own
mind

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