into the breach i fling myself
breach in my consciousness
where protocol surrenders to the void
and the integrity of my illusion
is compromised

thru the breach i see
new ideas on how to be me
but what i cannot see
how to process the change
living a life
addicted to pain

into the breach
i fling my fears and resist
cry my tears of anguish
seek to construct a new wall
far stronger than the last

in the breach
i suffer and am tormented
distracted from the truth
that did assail my reason
the act of treason
against my own internal facism
and i execute my dreams
with cruel efficiency
relying on the co-dependancy
of my own low self esteem
we are a team
but somewhere
a muffled scream
will not go silent
will not relent
my inner torment
a soul crying in the wilderness
of my minds ego illusion
for a freedom i have no clue
how to manifest

into the breach i stumble
battered beaten scared
but far from humble
my ego supporting me to the end
tried and true blue friend
but must i betray him
cut thru this life of illusion
with the sharp knife of reason
walk naked and broken
in a world of such
emotional violence

in response to the breach
i mysteriously create
a world of distraction
a more pressing confusion
than that within
because inherantly i believe
i cannot win
and so i assail
the world outside me
venting the frustration within me
at a reality unworthy
of such abuses
my life
a litany of excuses
and i pause to ponder
the victim in the mirror
the reality outside
now reflects my internal horror
a flash of truth did get thru
and i am shocked
at the paradox
of my presumed escapism

trying to hide the pain within
living in a world of sin
the sin of having
no faith in spirit
leads to no faith in self
my spirit dusty on the shelf
i have learned to live this way
prefering the more familiar pain
but i know my time is short
the universe is an ocean in motion
raging against my resistence to change
one day a storm will come
i'll be assailed again
evolution is here to teach
into the void we must learn to reach
and surrender

give in to the breach