THE WORLD IS BECOMING A SCARY PLACE
EVERYONE ACTING LIKE RATS IN A POINTLESS RACE
PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO LOOSE THEIR SENSE OF REASON
I TRY TO TRUST PEOPLE, BUT EVERYTIME
I OPEN MYSELF UP, THEY JUST FUCK WITH MY MIND
NO ONE WANTS TO BE SINCERE ANYMORE
NO ONE HAS ANY COMPASSION TO SHARE
NO ONE HAS THE DESIRE TO SEE WHO I AM
ONLY WHAT

I TRY TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE, BUT THEY ALWAYS DISSAPPOINT ME
TRY TO KICK DOWN MY DOOR
FORCE THEIR WORLD UPON ME
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
WHAT DO THEY WANT

I'M SO NEEDING OF A FRIEND
SOMEONE TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH
SOMEONE TO COME INTO MY WORLD
TELL ME I'M ALRIGHT, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
I SPEND ALL MY TIME, LOOKING FEARFULLY AT MY DOOR
NOT KNOWING IF I WANT TO TRY ANYMORE
TO CHANGE

WHY SHOULD I, I'M NOT THE ONE WHO'S DERANGED
I'M COMFORTABLE WITH WHO I AM
IT'S THE REST OF THE WORLD I CAN'T STAND
I'M JUST A SHOEBOX MAN
LIVING MY LIFE IN A CELL
OF MY OWN CHOOSING
THE WORLD AN INTIMIDATING HELL
WISHING YOU'D JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
I DON'T NEED TO GROW
DON'T WANNA OPEN MY DOOR
TO THE PAIN OF CHANGE
WANNA LEAVE MY FUTURE BEHIND
STAY WHERE I AM
DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND
HELP ME PLEASE
JUST TALK TO ME
I DON'T WANNA BE

A SHOEBOX MAN